Another Poem...

"Silently Sleeping"

Ikneel down on broken knees
try to fly away with broken wings
these eyes are watery and tired
i can feel my pity leaving me
leaving me wasted
drained from all the pain i see
every face betrays it to me
now it's my turn to tell thier story
my turn to feel thier pain

so to whatever takes me
leave me breathless and shocked
leave me the way i wish to be
silently sleeping

i tried to be alone
tried to weep thier dreams
these eyes and all they've seen
seem to have abandoned me
betraying my heart to thier pain
one more shock and again
i can see thier faces in my sleep
pleading me but i'm too weak

so to whatever takes me
leave me breathless and shocked
leave me the way i wish to be
silently sleeping

forever and again
stuck inside my dreams
where wahtever may take me
i'll forever and again
impossibly, silently sleeping.

Andrew C.

"Smile"

"Smile"

i watched the sun come and go
watched it rise then fall
i watched the flames come over the night
taking away all the pain
i watched as everything that was worried about yesterday
just came and went
it slipped away

now the days seem full of bliss
and i know that it's just my ignorance
playing all those games it likes to play
but this time i make my own way, honey
this time we play our own games

smile...

smile like you did when you told me you loved me

smile...

smile and i will return you to that happy place we once were in

no tears this time round
i'm not going to leave this one buried

i watched as the sun went down
another day done and gone
seems like it's been so long since i had fun
but in the end it's all that matters
i'm going to where i depend
going to where i know i have at least one friend
that friend will be here till the end

so smile...

smile cause i'm not going anywhere

smile...

smile and life will seem less unfair

no tears this time round
i'm not going to leave this one buried

Andrew C.

work... work... woRK... WORK WORK WORK

so as the title of this damed blog must tell you i have found work. no more stressing over not having money or anything like that.... no more worry about where i'm going to be in the next few months... i know exactly where i'll be... MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH i'll be with you baby...


much love and respect everyone

back in Campbell River

well here i am back in Campbell River after a nice long week with my girl. i love you baby. sitting here getting ready to go look for work and watchin over my nephew Anthony... i've had two cups of coffee in the last hour and i'm feeling tired. there has to be something wrong with that cause i remember when i was in highschool the way coffee was the only way from me to wake up in the morning to get ready for school.... now it only makes me tired.

so i'm sure everyone here has seen "The Incredibles" this is like my millionth time seeing it. and it still holds me together like it did the first time. i just love Jason Lee as a bad guy, to think he used to be a wood pusher... i hate wood pushers (for all you wood pushers out there, it's mostly directed to the ones with the high and mighty attitudes so sorry if you hate that comment, but in reality i don't care that much). the way he plays his characters is awesome, he is one of the best natural actors out there today. he's not fake or anything like that.... it's awesome and to think his first movie was jay and silent bob flick.. lol i love kevin smith.

speaking of kevin smith, for all T.M.N.T. they got a new movie coming out for those of you who didn;t know, AND THEY MADE THEM ANEREXIC. it's computer animated and looks stupid so i don't think anyone should really go and see it. BUT i prolly will anyway cause KEVIN SMITH is said to be playing a char in the film.

i think i'm done ranting on random stuff now so i shall leave you all in peaces... lol and with a quote from one of my favorite artists

"MUSIC is BLOOD, BLOOD is OXYGEN, BREATHE IT IN"

your friendly hippie with the jason mask

Andrew C.