What If?

"What If?"

i look at all the pictures i have of you
wondering if you feel the way i do
cause time is a thing to fickle for us to play
it eats away at us everyday
and the pain on our faces becomes more evident
when everything we thought was good, wasn't
we watch as our hearts become divided
all the fears that we have becoming excited
it eats away at us every minute of everyday
and i watch as your tears fall

i look at all the pictures i have of you
smiling and laughing, having fun being you
think i think of all the things i said
they eat away at my head
but my dreams of you are a kaleidoscope of beauty
even the ones where you leave me
cause in all that we have
in all that we were
i'll have pictures to remember you

and if time eats away too much of me
so much that theres nothing to see
i'll become everything you want of me
cause i'll only be a memory
so, what if we had our time to be happy again?
so, what if i could do everything you want of me?
would i leave heaven to be with you again?
would i give my life to be beside you again?
what if i said...
yes?

Andrew C.