Andrew C.-Random

i washed away all the tears
held her quivering head in my hands
she shook with the feel of pain
and i felt the same
i took her to the couch
grabbed a blanket and wrapped her tight
handed her a tissue
dried her eyes again
held her close
if only to let her know she has a friend
and i felt her pain
she cried to let it all out
she was sitting, quietly, alone
sitting down in her own home
and he came.
the man she loved
the very man that put her in this place
demanding answers she couldn't give
yelling at her foe something she never knew
then the first slap struck
the loud thud hear around the house
"you lying bitch, he called me that,
for something i know nothing about"
his beating turned for the worse
his belt now undone and wrapped around his hand
he raised to strike,
she tried to get away
the leather stinging her back as it struck
she collapsed
nearing the point to give up
i washed more tears away
she cleared her nose
too tired to go on
she tires to sleep
i call the police.
and hope she doesn't hear me


mmmmm, no inspiration for this one. it just kinda popped out...... yea i think i'll go with that....

Andrew C.-Roadside

Are we forgiven?
Our lives left in ruin
Did we kill our everything,
For our only salvation?
On the roadside we see the faithful
Pray on hands and knees
For all the world to be peaceful
But we know this,
This weakness all too well

And as our destiny unfolds again
We see deep inside our pain
Left over tortures we hear the voices,
The voices of angels singing our lives
Trying to save our souls
Trying to save the world from our pain

Can we be forgiven?
The life we had led, so wrong
Our past transgretions
All lost in the books read by gods
We let our blood flow into others
Their hands in ours
We fed them our poisons
Led them astray
So now on the roadside,
We see all those that died
Their blood on our hands

And try as we might, to fight
This fight will end thier way
Regaradless of weather the angels sing
We have lost our way
Defiled the house that the gods spend days in
Our souls to be damned
As the angels tears flood the Earth

We'll weep
Pleading for forgivness
We'll beg
Our corruptions leading us to be damned
We'll fade
Never to be remembered
Always the devil's slave
We'll be forgotten
And only angels will cry

No on prays there now,
Down on hands and knees
You won't see the faithful there,
Down on the roadside.

Rise Against-Roadside

Tell me what i'm supposed to do,
with all these leftover feelings of you,
'cause i don't know,
and tell me how i'm supposed to feel,
when all these nightmares become real,
'cause i don't know

and i don't think, you see the places inside me that i find you,
and i don't know, how we separate the lies here from the truth,
and i don't know, how we woke up one day somehow thought we knew,
exactly what we're supposed to do

so leave me, at the roadside,
and hang me, up and out to dry,
so leave me, at the roadside,
and hang me, up and out to dry,

and i don't think, you see the places inside me that i find you,
and i don't know, how we woke up one day somehow thought we knew,
exactly what we're supposed to do,

so leave me, at the roadside,
and hang me, up and out to dry,
so leave me, at the roadside,
and hang me, up and out to dry,

'cause i don't think, you see, the places inside me that i find you
and i don't know, how we woke up one day somehow thought we knew,
exactly what we're supposed to do

exactly what to do

My Chemical Romance-Disenchanted

well i was there on the day they sold the cause for the queen
and when the lights all went out
we watched out lives on the screen
i hate the ending myself
but it started with an alright scene

it was the roar of the crowd
that gave me heartache to sing
it was a lie when they smiled
and said, "you won't feel a thing"
and was we ran from the cops
we laughed so hard it would sting

yeah yeah, oh

if i'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
how can you listen all night long? (all night long, all night long)
and will it matter after i'm gone?
because you never learned a god damned thing

you're just a sad song
with nothing to say
about a life long wait for a hospital stay
well if you think that i'm wrong
this never meant nothing to you

i spent my high school career
spit on and shoved to agree
so i could watch all my heroes
sell a car on tv
bring out the old guilotine
we'll show 'em what we all mean

yeah yeah, oh

if i'm so wrong (so wrong, so wrong)
how can you listen all night long? (all night long, all night long)
now will it matter long after i'm gone
because you never learned a god damned thing

you're just a sad song
with nothing to say
about a life long wait for a hospital stay
well if you think that i'm wrong
this never meant nothing to you

so, go, go away, just go, run away
now where did you run to?
and where did you hide?
go find another way
price you pay

woah oh, woah oh...

you're just a sad song
with nothing to say
about a life long wait for a hospital stay
well if you think that i'm wrong
this never meant nothing to you, come on

you're just a sad song
with nothing to say
about a life long wait for a hospital stay
well if you think that i'm wrong
this never meant nothing to you

at all
at all
at all
at all

ok ok, so i saw my mom today, it was nice. with me being so tired from spending a day with my eyes open so i fell asleep during the visit, missed two movies.

i got a final call from joey's only, i now work in the kitchen

i have this nagging feeling that i should open up my deck door. look over it at the cement and throw myself off. like no matter what i do it's not "up to par" with what everyone thinks i should be doing. i miss steph like you wouldn't believe. i may not be able to get to nanaimo for her birthday and that is killing me. i feel sick to my stomach. my mind feels like it's rotting away in my skull. the thoughts i'm thinking arn't what should be there. i havn't felt this way since highschool. if the breakin point of all i've ever done comes too soon, i think i'm going to crack again. it's funny if you think about it, i can be happy in a second and in another be the person everyone hates because he's grown silent. lost in this thoughts of how to get away from everything and just figure shit out. i wish i could just figure shit out.

i love you baby