Thursday, February 22, 2007

aaaaaaaaaargh

hmm what to say when everything seems to be going down hill. as the date will tell it's thursday, just last night i found out that one of my best friends life was threatend by someone who should just GO THE FUCK AWAY. where in the fucking world does he think he can get off threatening someone when he has no bearing on whats going on. sean was watching YOUR kid, when you would do nothing and you threaten his life you fucking coward.

unfortunatly i have work today to i don't wanna be pissed off, so i'm gonna go

Monday, February 19, 2007

so umm, yea

i must warn you all, i wrote this while depressed....

i could sound selfish
always pulling myself down
i could be broken
so don't touch me
i only break things
deep inside i feel somethings missing
always eluding me at the next turn
it's distracting
knowing that i can't feel the same
with every singgle day i feel weak
i feel wasted and polluted
i won't even speak on the pain i've seen
everyone tells it and it's all the same
different names in place of the ones i love
my fears coming undone
playing scenes that make me cry
from deep inside my twisted mind
don't miss me, i'm done

i could be the next funeral
everyone i love carrying on after me
my name will be remembered
forgotten and faded with time
still deep inside i feel the missing piece
waiting for my last breathe
i'm finding it hard to breathe
knowing that i'll never be the same
so throw me in my coffin
dig my grave deep
burry me with my past loved ones
don't miss me, i'm done

you could say this sounds selfish
as i go off on myself
you say that i'm pathetic
but i know it'll never change
call me all those names
call me what you will
don't miss me, i'm done
and i'm falling away from you

Andrew C.

umm yea... randomness is my name.... lol

well work was fine... not too bad. it's kinda easy....i might enjoy it... anyway i got this in my e-mail today so if you wanna do it.. then it's there to do.

You don't have> >to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. You only> >add the amount once- no matter how many times you've committed the offense. > >Get your calculators ready!!
Have you ever Smoked pot -- $10
Did acid -- $5
Had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who Was next to you--$40
Had sex with someone you met on mySpace -- $25
Had sex for money --$100
Had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
Beat up someone -- $20
Been jumped -- $10
Crossed dressed $10
Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $0.10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15
Driven drunk -- $20
Gotten drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk --$50
Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20
Went skinny dipping -- $5
Had sex in a pool -- $20
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
Masturbated -- $10
Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend--$20
Done oral -- $5
Got oral -- $5
Done / got oral in a car while it was moving -- $25
Stole something -- $10
Had sex with someone in jail -- $25
Made a nasty home video -- $15
Had a threesome -- $50
Had sex in the wild -- $20
Been in the same room while someone was having sex--$25
Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars -- $20
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
Had sex with someone under 21 and you are over 27 --$25
Been in love with two people or more at the same time-- $50
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
Went streaking -- $5
Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
Been arrested -- $5
Spent time in jail -- $15
Peed in the pool -- $0.50
Played spin the bottle -- $5
Done something you regret -- $20
Had sex with your best friend -- $20
Had sex with someone you work with at work -- $25
Had anal sex -- $80
Lied to your mate -- $5
Lied to your mate about the sex being good -- $25
Alright, your fine is..??????????????????????????

blog blah

well today is the first day of the rest of hell.... lol not really i get to work today which is better then sitting on my ass doing nothing.
will let you all know how it goes.