well well well

has anyone ever had to play a game to find out when you could work?
well i have. i am now eligable to work here at the joey's only in campbell river now that i've completed a game sent to me by the manager. stupid i know but that seems to be the way that she has made it, now that i've completed the damn game I get to call her and ask for an orentation schedule, not the other way around like i normally is.

so now that i've done all this bullshit i can start to make some money. yay for me since we need the money, right honey. but still the fact that i had to do all this shit before i could work makes think that maybe it's not worth it. since the manager at joey's doesn't really seem to wanna take a HUMAN intrest in her new and up-and-coming employees then why should i try to make an interest in her damn store?

In other news. i'm about to give up in one of the best friendships i've always had. it gets tiring when you know that if you do anything to help someone and they keep putting themselves in the same shit making all the help you give them null and void. plus the fact that there is a child thrown into the mix doesn't help. now if you don;t really know me i've never known my dad (or father if you will) so when a father doesn;t take an active interest in his child i get a little choked up. but when that father also has to hit on and make the mother of his baby feel like shit then not pay any attention to his child as he's leaving the house all pissed off it REALLY gets me choked, but my friend keeps wanting to put herself in this position. so i've been thinking of the time when i can say. I DON'T CARE anymore, unitl you are smarter then you are now, until you get your head on straight, until you learn that he is not good for you or your child and that he must leave (for once i agree with my brother on something) then i don't care.

thats the news