The Living With the Nothing

*Billy Talent-Surrender*

she reads a book from across the street,
waiting for someone that she'll never meet.
talk over coffee for an hour or two,
she wonders why i'm always in a good mood.
killin' time before she struts her stuff,
she needs support and i've become the crutch.
she'll never know how much she means to me.
i'd play the game but i'm the referee.

surrender every word, every thought every sound.
surrender every touch, every smile every frown.
surrender all the pain we've endured until now.
surrender all the hope that i lost you have found.
surrender yourself to me.

even though i know what i'm looking for,
she's got a brick wall behind her door.
i'd travel time and confess to her,
but i'm afraid she'd shoot the messenger.

surrender every word, every thought every sound.
surrender every touch, every smile every frown.
surrender all the pain we've endured until now.
surrender all the hope that i lost you have found.
surrender yourself to me.

i think i found a flower in a field of weeds,
i think i found a flower in a field of weeds.
searching until my hands bleed.
this flower don't belong to me.
this flower don't belong to me.
why could she belong to me?

every word, every thought every sound.
every touch, every smile every frown.
all the pain we've enudure until now.
all the hope that i lost you have found.

surrender every word, every thought every sound.
surrender every touch, every smile every frown.
surrender all the pain we've endured until now.
surrender all the hope that i lost you have found.
(surrender) i never had the nerve to ask,
(surrender) has my moment come and passed?
(surrender) i never had the nerve to ask,
(surrender)has my moment come and passed?
(surrender) i never had the nerve to ask,
(surrender) has my moment come and passed?

(surrender) i never had the nerve to ask.

well work has been, well work, i'm not sure if i like it or not. i got to spend some time with steph a while ago, that helped me cool my boots a bit. seems stress comes with everything now a days. not so much that i can't concentrate but just enough to make me wanna flip out, get pissed and forget almost everything. thank god in those times i can do something else to cool down.

i miss you baby, even tho we did have that week, i still miss you.

YESTERDAY WAS THE DAY: Finger Eleven came out with thier 5th album, thats right i said 5th. for those of you who don't know, Finger Eleven was first called "Rainbow Butt Monkeys". they only released one album under that name, "letters from chutney" awesome album from when they guys were younger. the album names under the name Finger Eleven are as follows, in order: Tip, Greyest of Blue Skies, Finger Eleven and finally the new one Then Vs You Vs Me.
i'm a total geek for these guys. they are my favorite band for a reason.

now it's 3:06am i work at 4:00pm and i'm not tired, tho i'm sure i'd be able to fall asleep i think i might just go to alluc.org and watch something.

so night to the one i love. kisses and hugs.
i miss you more with every passing minute.

to those that i know or don't: peace out and much respect.

Andrew C.