today you're here
tomorrow you're gone
then after everything
it'll be another month
simplicity has left us
devotion has stayed
i'm feeling so breathless
completely lifeless
in love i'm pained
in pain i see the light
your bright smile
bringing me back to life
today you left me
tomorrow i'll cry again
then after my tears are spent
i'll miss you more then anything
when you're here i'm breathless
with your eyes gazing upon me
i don't feel so lifeless
until you leave again
my sun can sink a million times
my moon can rise a new
but still deep inside
my heart calls out to you
i'm feeling so useless
so completely incomplete
when i know that you must leave me
i miss the times when we could see each other
everyday seen with each other
so needless to say that i love you
but i say it anyway
in wasted memory
i call to my pain
cause in my pain
i see you again
devotion still burning inside me
everything else always behind me
i try to make believe
that without you i can be happy
my smile will fade in time
when you're gone
and return when you call
in this i can be fortunate
but fortune isn't all
my bliss, ignorant
as i fall further into my hole
i become lifeless
breathless after it all
so needless to repeat it
but i do anyway
i love you tomorrow,
today and forever
somethings will never change
Andrew C.
Sunday, February 25, 2007
Thursday, February 22, 2007
aaaaaaaaaargh
hmm what to say when everything seems to be going down hill. as the date will tell it's thursday, just last night i found out that one of my best friends life was threatend by someone who should just GO THE FUCK AWAY. where in the fucking world does he think he can get off threatening someone when he has no bearing on whats going on. sean was watching YOUR kid, when you would do nothing and you threaten his life you fucking coward.
unfortunatly i have work today to i don't wanna be pissed off, so i'm gonna go
unfortunatly i have work today to i don't wanna be pissed off, so i'm gonna go
Monday, February 19, 2007
so umm, yea
i must warn you all, i wrote this while depressed....
i could sound selfish
always pulling myself down
i could be broken
so don't touch me
i only break things
deep inside i feel somethings missing
always eluding me at the next turn
it's distracting
knowing that i can't feel the same
with every singgle day i feel weak
i feel wasted and polluted
i won't even speak on the pain i've seen
everyone tells it and it's all the same
different names in place of the ones i love
my fears coming undone
playing scenes that make me cry
from deep inside my twisted mind
don't miss me, i'm done
i could be the next funeral
everyone i love carrying on after me
my name will be remembered
forgotten and faded with time
still deep inside i feel the missing piece
waiting for my last breathe
i'm finding it hard to breathe
knowing that i'll never be the same
so throw me in my coffin
dig my grave deep
burry me with my past loved ones
don't miss me, i'm done
you could say this sounds selfish
as i go off on myself
you say that i'm pathetic
but i know it'll never change
call me all those names
call me what you will
don't miss me, i'm done
and i'm falling away from you
Andrew C.
i could sound selfish
always pulling myself down
i could be broken
so don't touch me
i only break things
deep inside i feel somethings missing
always eluding me at the next turn
it's distracting
knowing that i can't feel the same
with every singgle day i feel weak
i feel wasted and polluted
i won't even speak on the pain i've seen
everyone tells it and it's all the same
different names in place of the ones i love
my fears coming undone
playing scenes that make me cry
from deep inside my twisted mind
don't miss me, i'm done
i could be the next funeral
everyone i love carrying on after me
my name will be remembered
forgotten and faded with time
still deep inside i feel the missing piece
waiting for my last breathe
i'm finding it hard to breathe
knowing that i'll never be the same
so throw me in my coffin
dig my grave deep
burry me with my past loved ones
don't miss me, i'm done
you could say this sounds selfish
as i go off on myself
you say that i'm pathetic
but i know it'll never change
call me all those names
call me what you will
don't miss me, i'm done
and i'm falling away from you
Andrew C.
umm yea... randomness is my name.... lol
well work was fine... not too bad. it's kinda easy....i might enjoy it... anyway i got this in my e-mail today so if you wanna do it.. then it's there to do.
You don't have> >to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. You only> >add the amount once- no matter how many times you've committed the offense. > >Get your calculators ready!!
Have you ever Smoked pot -- $10
Did acid -- $5
Had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who Was next to you--$40
Had sex with someone you met on mySpace -- $25
Had sex for money --$100
Had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
Beat up someone -- $20
Been jumped -- $10
Crossed dressed $10
Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $0.10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15
Driven drunk -- $20
Gotten drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk --$50
Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20
Went skinny dipping -- $5
Had sex in a pool -- $20
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
Masturbated -- $10
Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend--$20
Done oral -- $5
Got oral -- $5
Done / got oral in a car while it was moving -- $25
Stole something -- $10
Had sex with someone in jail -- $25
Made a nasty home video -- $15
Had a threesome -- $50
Had sex in the wild -- $20
Been in the same room while someone was having sex--$25
Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars -- $20
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
Had sex with someone under 21 and you are over 27 --$25
Been in love with two people or more at the same time-- $50
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
Went streaking -- $5
Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
Been arrested -- $5
Spent time in jail -- $15
Peed in the pool -- $0.50
Played spin the bottle -- $5
Done something you regret -- $20
Had sex with your best friend -- $20
Had sex with someone you work with at work -- $25
Had anal sex -- $80
Lied to your mate -- $5
Lied to your mate about the sex being good -- $25
Alright, your fine is..??????????????????????????
You don't have> >to confess your answers, just the amount of your fine. You only> >add the amount once- no matter how many times you've committed the offense. > >Get your calculators ready!!
Have you ever Smoked pot -- $10
Did acid -- $5
Had sex at church -- $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who Was next to you--$40
Had sex with someone you met on mySpace -- $25
Had sex for money --$100
Had sex with a Puerto Rican -- $20
Vandalized something -- $20
Had sex on your parents' bed -- $10
Beat up someone -- $20
Been jumped -- $10
Crossed dressed $10
Given money to stripper -- $25
Been in love with a stripper -- $20
Kissed some one who's name you didn't know -- $0.10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work -- $15
Driven drunk -- $20
Gotten drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk --$50
Used toys while having sex -- $30
Got drunk, passed out and don't remember the night before -- $20
Went skinny dipping -- $5
Had sex in a pool -- $20
Kissed someone of the same sex -- $10
Had sex with someone of the same sex -- $20
Cheated on your significant other -- $10
Masturbated -- $10
Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend--$20
Done oral -- $5
Got oral -- $5
Done / got oral in a car while it was moving -- $25
Stole something -- $10
Had sex with someone in jail -- $25
Made a nasty home video -- $15
Had a threesome -- $50
Had sex in the wild -- $20
Been in the same room while someone was having sex--$25
Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars -- $20
Had sex with someone 10 years older -- $20
Had sex with someone under 21 and you are over 27 --$25
Been in love with two people or more at the same time-- $50
Said you love someone but didn't mean it -- $25
Went streaking -- $5
Went streaking in broad daylight -- $15
Been arrested -- $5
Spent time in jail -- $15
Peed in the pool -- $0.50
Played spin the bottle -- $5
Done something you regret -- $20
Had sex with your best friend -- $20
Had sex with someone you work with at work -- $25
Had anal sex -- $80
Lied to your mate -- $5
Lied to your mate about the sex being good -- $25
Alright, your fine is..??????????????????????????
blog blah
well today is the first day of the rest of hell.... lol not really i get to work today which is better then sitting on my ass doing nothing.
will let you all know how it goes.
will let you all know how it goes.
Friday, February 16, 2007
Andrew C.-Random
i washed away all the tears
held her quivering head in my hands
she shook with the feel of pain
and i felt the same
i took her to the couch
grabbed a blanket and wrapped her tight
handed her a tissue
dried her eyes again
held her close
if only to let her know she has a friend
and i felt her pain
she cried to let it all out
she was sitting, quietly, alone
sitting down in her own home
and he came.
the man she loved
the very man that put her in this place
demanding answers she couldn't give
yelling at her foe something she never knew
then the first slap struck
the loud thud hear around the house
"you lying bitch, he called me that,
for something i know nothing about"
his beating turned for the worse
his belt now undone and wrapped around his hand
he raised to strike,
she tried to get away
the leather stinging her back as it struck
she collapsed
nearing the point to give up
i washed more tears away
she cleared her nose
too tired to go on
she tires to sleep
i call the police.
and hope she doesn't hear me
mmmmm, no inspiration for this one. it just kinda popped out...... yea i think i'll go with that....
held her quivering head in my hands
she shook with the feel of pain
and i felt the same
i took her to the couch
grabbed a blanket and wrapped her tight
handed her a tissue
dried her eyes again
held her close
if only to let her know she has a friend
and i felt her pain
she cried to let it all out
she was sitting, quietly, alone
sitting down in her own home
and he came.
the man she loved
the very man that put her in this place
demanding answers she couldn't give
yelling at her foe something she never knew
then the first slap struck
the loud thud hear around the house
"you lying bitch, he called me that,
for something i know nothing about"
his beating turned for the worse
his belt now undone and wrapped around his hand
he raised to strike,
she tried to get away
the leather stinging her back as it struck
she collapsed
nearing the point to give up
i washed more tears away
she cleared her nose
too tired to go on
she tires to sleep
i call the police.
and hope she doesn't hear me
mmmmm, no inspiration for this one. it just kinda popped out...... yea i think i'll go with that....
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Andrew C.-Roadside
Are we forgiven?
Our lives left in ruin
Did we kill our everything,
For our only salvation?
On the roadside we see the faithful
Pray on hands and knees
For all the world to be peaceful
But we know this,
This weakness all too well
And as our destiny unfolds again
We see deep inside our pain
Left over tortures we hear the voices,
The voices of angels singing our lives
Trying to save our souls
Trying to save the world from our pain
Can we be forgiven?
The life we had led, so wrong
Our past transgretions
All lost in the books read by gods
We let our blood flow into others
Their hands in ours
We fed them our poisons
Led them astray
So now on the roadside,
We see all those that died
Their blood on our hands
And try as we might, to fight
This fight will end thier way
Regaradless of weather the angels sing
We have lost our way
Defiled the house that the gods spend days in
Our souls to be damned
As the angels tears flood the Earth
We'll weep
Pleading for forgivness
We'll beg
Our corruptions leading us to be damned
We'll fade
Never to be remembered
Always the devil's slave
We'll be forgotten
And only angels will cry
No on prays there now,
Down on hands and knees
You won't see the faithful there,
Down on the roadside.
Our lives left in ruin
Did we kill our everything,
For our only salvation?
On the roadside we see the faithful
Pray on hands and knees
For all the world to be peaceful
But we know this,
This weakness all too well
And as our destiny unfolds again
We see deep inside our pain
Left over tortures we hear the voices,
The voices of angels singing our lives
Trying to save our souls
Trying to save the world from our pain
Can we be forgiven?
The life we had led, so wrong
Our past transgretions
All lost in the books read by gods
We let our blood flow into others
Their hands in ours
We fed them our poisons
Led them astray
So now on the roadside,
We see all those that died
Their blood on our hands
And try as we might, to fight
This fight will end thier way
Regaradless of weather the angels sing
We have lost our way
Defiled the house that the gods spend days in
Our souls to be damned
As the angels tears flood the Earth
We'll weep
Pleading for forgivness
We'll beg
Our corruptions leading us to be damned
We'll fade
Never to be remembered
Always the devil's slave
We'll be forgotten
And only angels will cry
No on prays there now,
Down on hands and knees
You won't see the faithful there,
Down on the roadside.
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