Until Tomorrow

A blur of thoughts
this pencil moves
pushed to and far beyond the edge
but i don;t think words can comprehend
all the selfish thoughts in your head
and they move
convulse and bleed
until they become everything you see
now watch as the tempo changes
everything gets flipped
all your words get wasted
night after night
fight after fight
as your body gets drained
you lose it
convulse up all those stupid things
hiding deep inside your brains
it's all the FUCKING same
back and forth with whos to blame
and all the name calling
SHE SCREAMS
HE SCREAMS
watch as the temp changes
as he goes to leave
fed up with all the bullshit
and all the excess baggage that goes with it
so here he goes
he's going to split
but she blocks him
crying for him to stay
she loves him
right now he doesn't care
everything thats wrong is now up in the air
once again watch as the temp changes
a quick movement
a sharp slap
she's on the ground now, crying still
he's gone out the door
once more, gone for the moment
now she's hurt
in more ways then fingers and toes can count
her heart is bleeding
as her eye and cheek swells up
now it's time for her to compose herself
to figure out an excuse for this hell
one that she's willing to sell
for a battered face can only mean so many things
but for him she'd do anything
she loves him
he's driving
pissed off and raging
with all the stupid shit he's thinking
but inside he knows he's bleeding
and the temp changes
everything is forgiven
until tomorrow

Andrew Cedric McCullough

this was written after hearing and watching something that shouldn't have happend